If the only accessible Minyan is one that it not my nusach, and I will not only have next to zero kavana, but, unfortunately, anger as well during the whole process, should I say tefila b’yachad at neitz hachama? Tefilah b’yachad at roughly same time as the Ashkenazi Shul? Or go to the shul, and suffer through? Most Shabbats I can almost tolerate the tefilah, if they don’t stretch out everything needlessly. They stretch out almost everything for Yammim Noraim.
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